Well it was a pain setting up this far... but I really just wanted to message about this. about the person who inspired me. she said something i didnt agree with, so when she had some internet issues I didn't return. she hasn't messaged me since the day before. and even now its been a couple of days and still nothing. i dont think she noticed i didn't come back. but if she did you'd think she'd ask. maybe she is busy. I feel like i keep trying to make excuses for why I was upset. I just didnt like how her "joke" made me feel and thought it was better to do something else. regardless she's still an insperation. enough of one that I came out and made a whole ass area to put my journal lol.